t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, November 26, 2005
I feel dumb. Suddenly certain things are starting to dawn on me. Funny I didn't notice it earlier . =)
I have this feeling in my heart that I don't like . I hate it when I feel this way. I feel really stupid now. Has everything been just an act? Well, if it is. Good acting skills then .
Maybe I'm just being paranoid . Yeah! I better be. Cause if that's not the case.. Then.. I don't know what's gonna happen next. And for a moment I thought I'm not as depressed as I was for the past week. Okay, so sue me, I'm wrong about that. =)
Hopefully I'm wrong about this as well. I seriously need help. =|
The heart says no but the hands couldn't control . =]
And no, I'm not doing what you think I'm doing. That's just to explain the impact of this. This is not good, not good at all.
I think I've got too much time on my hands. Mind's in a complete whirl. I feel groggy. My room seems to be spinning. =) Is that good?
;elysium.
12:21:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
